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【 Its something one wouldn't understand, unless you're with me here, hand in hand❤ 】


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elaine elaine elaine
✖uefen aka ahxue is my name. ❤
I'm just another ordinary girl
☁ First Cry : 11 August
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Just a call or message I'll be there. 
I'm forgetful. Must give me a reminder . a message will do. (:  
Meet meixin for pancake and sushi ! High tea ~ 
Here we go. Girl's Chat chat chat ! 
It's been so long I have seen her. since school starts. 


Dream Dream Dream Dream. 


I'm hoping to hear from you. 
Telling me you are coming back to me, 
boy, I love you so much . 
I miss you that much that i dream of you. almost each day.  
Do you still remember the second day i met you in POITE . 
I told you: I dream of you bullying me. 
You are important to me. 
I know this 2 weeks of apart. My changes doesnt seems something. 
I may turn back to my old self if you turnback. 
boy, give each other some time to cool down okay.  
Our love shouldn't end so easy. 
we overcome up & down situation. 
I know you had *ren* a lot. I'm sorry. - sayang sayang - 
I will be more concern about you.  & etc. 
miss you badly. don't want apart .  

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
9:06 PM

Monday, June 28, 2010

Once again, again Another Monday ~ 
I Cl0se my Eyes .







Happy Birthday , My Dearest Brother
I Hope you like the present I had brought for you.  
I that shirt  . (❤.❤)
I guess my brother will like it too. That's why i brought it. (:  
I brought him a light blue shirt. Nice nice nice ! 
Time to wear something bright, My dear brother.  
I hope you will found your Ms.Right S00n !  
sisTER want sister-in-law. 








Monday ~ !!! 
Amirul says : I'm the person that gets annoyed still get laugh laugh laugh. 
"Amirul SHUT UP! " 
I know he won't shut up 
In order to stopped.  
. I kept quiet & smile so that the conservation will be dead.    
The Power Of Smiling :)   * StarStar* 
 Team with jeniffer is funny.
Good team mate !  
Both of us , Laugh non-stop.. XD 
Facebook's fault. She couldn't change her facebook name. 
End up type : " Please let me change my name " 
It came out : " Name too long " 
Do worksheet Do worksheet ! 
Screw Question 11 ! 
  










didn't mention , doesn't mean I had get 0ver it. 
* 心好痛好痛好痛 * 
我梦到你 .   Dreams. 
How I Wish I'm not awake. 
The dream seems so real . 
After all I'm just bluffing myself. I had was, it's just a dream not real. 
 *the hidden words* 

did,we really ended this love like this ? 
There is really no way we can get back together ?  
I'm missing you each day. No matter it's day,night
I miss your voice, ur smile and everything.  
I love zeus.  
I'm sorry for everything I didn't said to you. 
I'm sorry for the every little little, big big thing that i did.  
All I'm waiting is just a call or a message, a turnback.   













Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
8:58 PM

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Further Edit my blog. 
N0w I'm D0ne with my blog ? 
Hmmmss... I guess so . 
I had a Good Dream . 
Really Really GOOD DREAM
Good sweet dream continue please. 
Last Night I slept around 11plus. I had a sweet dream & I woke up. - SOBS- 
 And i slept back .  Sweet dream again . -Loves- 
I had 3 dreams. Continuously. wow. Awesome !   * Thumb Up * 


Just change bed sheet .. 
Brother birthday will be tomorrow. 
What to buy for him ? (x.x)
 Brother went to celebrate his advance birthday.   

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
8:15 PM

Friday, June 25, 2010

Calculationnnnnnn ~ 
This week is more about math math math math. 


Today's lesson : Enterprise. Future plan. 
Future plan until " How to get girl's number" 
What is the best way to ask a girl number. 
All about guys woo girls. 
* Cover ears , i don't need to know it "  x(o.o)x 

Calculation calculation. Here goes my careless mistake ~ 
 spotting my careless mistake. 
  

Time flies ! 


oh dream dream dream. Here i come !   

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
11:53 PM

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Today's weather : Raining days ! 
Freaking C0ld La ~ !!! 
Ahhhhhhhhh ! forget bring umbrella . (x.x)
I'm caught in rain . D0wn with fever right n0w. 
I've a L0usy B0dy ... 
Headache + fever = Tired + Sleepy ! 
Fall asleep whennn I lie at my bed . HAHA! That's fast ! 
 I'm a heavy sleeper but I'm not those lie at bed and will fall asleep easily.. (T.T)
Today's topics. D@mn Tired >.< 
Read Long article. 
HAHA! Faci Always so funny one. 
He tell us jokes that makes everyone awake !  
6p . Dark room ! WOOTS! ALmost Almost I fall asleep.  It's too comfortable. =x 
Tml will be a tough day ! 
Jiay0us ! C0ding !!! AhhHhHhHhH ~ My G0d !   
I'm g0ing back to my dreamland ! 
0hhhhhhhh ! DreaM DreaM DreaM DreaM DreaM DreaM ..   
Byeeee blogger !!! 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
10:17 PM

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Eeeyeer .
Today's rj so personal ehs.
Coco sleeping like a piggy ⊙.⊙
Dreamland. Sweet dream. Bad dream.
Cute dream.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
9:40 PM

Monday, June 21, 2010





And then 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
10:15 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2010



Happy Father day !! 
I hope everyone's PaPa always happy , healthy , safe & peace.  
2 more weeks to UT 2. 
All the best Every0ne. 

Prayer completed . 
I hope I hope everything will be fine. 
Can i have a good sleep?
My body really can't take it any longer. 
Gotta breakdown real soon. * Faint * 

I'm having stomachache :( 

Last time, whenever I'm having stomach cramp or stomachache .
I will be a soft toy & he will be the one hugging me. without any complains that i'm heavy or extra.  ❤ 
now ii had fish fish to hug hug . i'm not complain just miss those days. 
close my eyes & imagine that i'm still in his hug. 
in times, i'm not sick or suffering pain. I still miss his hug. that tight tight hug he gave. 
that tight hug. I feel so xing fu. like floating above the clouds.
floating above the cloud. that high high feeling ! HAPPY ! 

Is msn having some problem. I added him. But ii can't see him online =/ 



Feeling I'm having now:


Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
9:45 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Went to ask why am i having nightmare for 2weeks plus. 
That person tell my dad: mentioning that my face * green green in chinese * (O.O) 
I had my dinner. So it's not hungry . 
Mind reader. Cant read my mind. I know it's messy. :3 
Well, I have to do some prayer for my grandfather. 
Perhaps my grandfather need my help. 
Dont think too much . That person said.   
AhGong, everyday nightmare. Sleep awhile . wake up again. 
Brother suspect maybe I'm been cursed or Dirty things ?  
It's really killing me. My mood is like so sucks. 
I seldom speak. Slow reaction. =.=
People i'm sorry If i appear too be very dao . I didn't smile . 
Especially you. Sorry I didn't smile when I saw you that day. 
I'm trying to get back to my old self. 
i need to solve those nightmare.   
ByeBye old Facebook ! 
I'm scare. I swear ii'm freaking scare before knowing the fact. 
GOOD GOOD GOOD ! Thanks upstair.  
Brought wine for dad ! Hope he like it. WINE WINE! 
Cost $.$ 







Day 5 , [MU].[NU}.[LU] 
i want watch toy story 3   :/  

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
8:12 PM

Friday, June 18, 2010

Hello, people.. 
I'm change my email address to heartmilkl0ve@hotmail.com 
Previous email. Flood with people . People that I don't know.
I'm lazy to delete it off. 
Even facebook.  
I recreate it too. I want a brand new fb ?  
Don't want to have so much guys in my msn and facebook. 
I learnt my lesson and regret things that t i had done earlier on. 
I even delete almost all guys in my phone list. ( except my family )  
People that knows inside of me will know the main purpose of why i recreate my emaill address as well as facebook. . 
I give up my resturant city .. HAHA. Level 50plus. It's okay. Never mind. Just game nia. 
Currently, my msn got got 


My brother 
My girlfriend which is meixin 
Ite friends . (Shi xiang, Zi hui , wee nam and adeline lol ) 
Milkelove is my account. i add my own email. xoxo 
W15D only jeniffer. (: 




only 3 guys. I'm trying to reduce it.  










Can you see i'm trying to change. yeah. a slightly one.  nothing much ii know. 


I look so pale. GOSHHHHHH ! 
What's happen ?
Nightmare for 2weeks. :( 
I'm scare of fall asleep.  
tonight will be different. Cause got fishfish accompany me .
Nightmare please go away. THANK YOU !  
You have been bothering me for 2week plus. 
Nightmare ... so hard to sleep.  
SOBS...  


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 Day 4,i miss you, i need you, i love you . i'm sorry.  

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
11:54 PM

ii want watch toy story 3 .... 
toy story 3. 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
8:26 AM

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Hey, People that know about it. 
Dont Worry. I'm fine now. (: 
Thanks for the concern. 
Stop asking me what happen . 
Nothing happen. - I Don't Want tell lei - 
Zeus is a good boyfriend. "Don't gossip around that zeus is a bullying me " 
You only know the outer side of him but not inner side of him. 


Couple days ago. I cant remember when. =.=  
I remember I did Ask juice , your dad work until so late then come home ah?
 I was thinking when is his dad birthday. Yet, I didn't ask juice.  
I was thinking to buy ** Something for his dad to improve his awareness **  
Now I know when is his dad's birthday ~ It's just tml. 
I thought I'll joining but things changed, now I cant join anything of it . =/ 
I brought it doesn't mean I have any motive .. I just like to thank his dad for being so good & nice to me.  - CHEERS- 
I'm not those " Others Treat me good and I take it as granted "  
In heart, I appreciated it lots ! (: 
Wanted to pass him today, he's not free. 
Shall pass him in school tml then. 




I understand better after last night's chat ~ Thanks . Buddy ! 
I understand all your explanation .  
Goshhh ! ii wanted to know it since ..... 


Wo fang xia ni le.  - SMILE - 
I will treat you as a friend ( Sister ) like I first met you. Nothing else . 
Don't worry (: 
I promise I won't Cry.  Tears are expensive. 
Who will love Crybaby.* Orh Arh Orh Ah *
I forget to take home That soft toy i request from you :( 


Toy story 3 will be out tml. 
ii want watch with you. Just a friend. nothing else (: 


Got to revise for UT2 . It's just 2 weeks later. Goshhhh. JIAYOUS! 
I need to pull up my socks. My UT 1 result is like shit . 
Do practice question, revise. 
I will put all my attention in my studies now. 
Guai kia is back.  
I don't want to repeat. 
I want go year 2 . 4 days (: 


I'm strong ! I'm once a archer ! Macho Macho HOR! 
Stop asking " xuefen, why you so quiet this few days ?" 
Cause I dont want to talk more lol.- xoxoxo - 








Byebye,Day 2



Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
6:11 PM

Monday, June 14, 2010

Unexpected.. 


Esp ends at 200.  
Tears , Thanks for not rolling down infront of him. 
Ahxue , you must be strong.  
Mei ren sayang you anymore . Jian Jiang arh. 




I know that I cant hold you back anymore longer.  
I know that I had sentenced u to hell. 
Begging and crying like a baby.  
It makes more irritating . 
HOld my tears and words. 
Thanks. 
I got a Hug. A warmth Sweet hug which I hope * Time will pause at that moment* 
Thanks a lot . Thanks for not chasing me away and allow me to speak.


SOB SOBS SOB SOBSS . 
Sorry, I cant hold any longer. I need a big cry. T.T 
Hidding in the room ,Tear are rolling . Tv are watching . 
I'm sorry ! 


He gave me a lot of . 
Laughter , care , concern , and everything.
I'm a selfish person .  
I didn't hate him. but a smile before i leave. 
I love him . 


I know that you sacrifice a lot for me. 
I know that you dont wear it when I'm around. 
I know that you act that you dont care of me. but deep in ur heart you love me. 
You even sacrifice ur times with friend just to keep me accompany. 
You even skipped ur meal just to bring me out to eat.  
I had a lot more to say. 
But what's the main of saying now ? 
Once gone , means gone, am i right. 
Even thought I'm hoping him to come back. but can i hope ? 
I didn't let you go , ii cant keep you with me. 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
10:06 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Two weeks of holidays ending soon. 
Friday night. Attend cousin's wedding. Hmmmm.. 
Wine wine wine wine. 
I drank 3 cup of orange juice & 4 cup of wine. 
Dont be a "HERO". I drink too fast ehhhh >.< 
Then a bit Giddy Giddy nia. I'm not drunk. 
I just cant walk straight ! YEAH! Not that weak . 
Nice food ! Less MSG ~ Not salty ! Not too sweet ! (Y) 
Chat with COUSIN ! Crap Crap this and that while dad bring uncle to do something. 
When will my brother's wedding ? - Looking Forward - 
I'm hoping a thai sister in law . I can always go thailand with her. - shopping - 
Mum does not disagree with thailand girls <3 


Lunch time brought Mac . 
Upsize size ! Cup Cup ! X)  
First stop went to tiong baru plaza! Buy Ticket First First ! 
In case , no more seat. 
Actually planning to watch at Vivo. But FULL HOUSE ! 
Left those front seat. Zzzzzzz,, ... 
I'm worried that He's not free ehhhh.. 
Heart beat. * Bi Bo BI bo BI BO LOL * 
Brought Ticket. Luckily, manage to get 4rd row seat ! 
Then HEAD down to bugis to help mum to buy her stuff. 
Didn't shop that much . Every shop seems like selling the same clothes (=.=) 
Saw one dress . Looks Attractive to me. WOW WOW WOW . 
It's too sexy (O_O)# 
 6.10pm ! GOSH! It's already 6.10 ! 
I forget that i'm meeting him at 6.20pm. >.< 
Faster walk walk to station then. 
the train stopped for 3min. - anxiety -  
and it moved. - i can feel my heart beat finally ?   x.x 
so zhun! even thought he came late. 
 the show starts immediately when our butt stick at the chair.
The show average rating ? 4 popcorn. 
Well, It's funny ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Finally he smiles (: 
The karate kid. THANK YOU <3 
when he accidentally hit my nose. I'm worried. Will my nose bleed ? 
I don't want my nose to suffer few min of PERIOD! 
YEAH YEAH ! Nothing happens. 
Follow you? Hmmmsss... Ehhh " YEAH YEAH " 
Damn bad luck >.< 
Took bus 855. 
Engine dead said the bus driver. 
So funny ahhhhh ! 
Supposedly, the bus should reach yishun bus interchange at 11.30pm. 
End up 11.50pm :( 
Well, bus breakdown. Hehehehehehe. RARE ! 
Along the way from queensway to yio chu kang. 
It stopped 3 times. Duration : 5 to 10min  . 
Reach home at 12am. WOOTS ! POWER MAX ! 



Mum not cooking for tml. 
Settle your own meal ! 
Tomorrow . Another Wedding to attend. 
A malay wedding ! It's been years that I attend malay's wedding.  
What should I wear ? It's so near ! something simple and nice ? 

 Check List : 
- I wash my bag already 
- Clothes that i wore during * chalet period * Washed. Dry already ! 
- Brother's uniform . sunday iron ~ 
- Dont know la ! 

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .
2:01 AM

it don't matter if the road gets rough,I know you will be there.
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