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Thursday, April 29, 2010

I'm kinda of big sotong !

I forget to wear my couple ringring yesterday . ):

feel so awkward without the ringring with me.

I didn't it on purpose ):

I'm sorry my deardear.

yesterday deardear send me home. ring ring .

sorry to let you worry _(x.x) =

reach home , bath bath wear ringring ate supper and then Boom. Sleep.

Today guai guai went school my couple ringring.

I'm sneezing like hell.

My voice is still a bit man.

I don't like to be Q & A it's not fun >.<

I got to used to it and get familiar with it.

People do ask, your bf and you how long already.

The answer was 5 month. It's seems 5 month only but it's actually not that "only"

A lot of people do know about relationship stuff.

First month -- three month --> Honeymoon

Three month onwards--> it depends sweet/sour/spicy/bitter.

maintain a good relationship is not easy.

Trust is the key.

Faithful is a must .

This photo is not taken recently..

I just feel like posting a picture ):

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

9:56 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

oh man. I'm having bad sore throat ):
Something struck at my throat.
I can't dig it or either i can vomit it out.
It just struck inside my throat.
Noooooo.
I don't like this feeling ?
What's happening to my tiny body ?
My voice is fading fading away.....
I'm feeling sleepy & tired & lazy !
I'm slacking in class now with my classmate.
He is playing dota. Don't anyhow think please. =.=
i missing my girlfriend =s
I miss durian pancake.
I miss chatting with meixin & joeann.
Today's lesson still manage to survive. - Programming -
RJ is done , elevation is done , and quiz toooo..
I'm lazy to write. _(x.x)_

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

4:23 PM

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Planning something which is far far away .
It seems like still so long.
Plan so early for what ?
But ARGG ~ !! don't care.
Planing Planing ~

Going to hospital visit grandmother with mother.
How's school ?
Some teams are really fun ! Jokers
monday team is always funny. -Math-
and also friday is slacking..
shall not mention about team.
webcam is fun ! Cat Cat.
Somehow miss durian pancake. Hehe
Meeting meixin one day. eat durian pancake .
wonder how's jeanie ? T.T

strolling at causeway point while waiting for deardear's talk to end.
Walk with nabilah to MRT station. chat chat with her .
went popular to see if i need something, then receive deardear's call.
thought he will wait for me at mrt station. Yet, surprisedly he hug me without me notice at the entrance there.
went to his house. he dont let me in >.< roars.
i walk to bus-stop and stone for 30min . - stupid right - He dont know i's still at his area. I guess.
went back at 6.32pm. DearDear !!!
Somehow he ignore me but i'm the one ignore him first. -sorries-
His hug always warmth my heart - wee ! wee ! -
Cooking cooking ! Deardear's style of cooking forever cute one .
I found someone that is willing to cook and can cook. - don't envy -
Mummy keep suan me. Learn how to cook. but i'm lousy in cooking.
Arg ! Always forget to take a picture of our couple ring !
I will prove I'm faithful to my boyfriend one day ! you watch out ! (:
Well , i can accept people commenting me but not my boyfriend.
Comment him something bad , insult him = YOU DIE ! - I mean it -
For example , will you allow people to insult your love ones ? - same theory applies -
I'm open to insulting but not i'm flirt .
What's wrong with knowing a lot of guys ? Ahhh ! Tell me why ?
I avoid guys that has the intend to woo me.
Those only friend friend i will chat with.

[Esp.149]

P.S I LOVE YOU <3

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

2:32 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

It's 10.05pm now.
As per normal i'm on my way back home , typing at
again.
I sure write what i want to blog later.
Today's module is about problem solving. Pulua ubi.
Not as hard as enterprise >.<
Enterprsie is something related to psychology .
That killer ! o(x.x)o
Faci is strict in our dressing, and msn , facebook.
Can't wear slipper for thursday ~
Other than that free from slipper. Weeeeee ~
Deardear, i'm sorry and thank you ~
Grandmother is still in hospital, friday shall go visit her with mum.
2 more days to weekends. I'm looking forward ~
Having my period for the first day and i didnt even realise my period has come.
so dumb ~ Just after my presentation ends, then realise i'm having period.
Ahhhhh ~wth ! wth wth wth wth ~
So now . oh cramp cramp cramp cramp cramp ! Bleahhh ):
Sleeping at deardear's shoulder is always comfortable.
and hug hug him .
DearDear hug xuezhu ~ XD All the pain that i'm having somehow pause at that moment . .
Good night ~

Esp.146

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

11:21 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Programming quite fun la ~
But quite hard lol. When you need to find the angle.
My nickname in the class . Dont want mention here. - HAHA-
I miss yesterday group , as i can zi high without anyone giving me strange look.
But never mind can msn msn chat chat !
Just after school ends. Do RJ , elvuation , and Quiz .
Roars ! Wait for my deardear <3
Cook Cook Cook at his house ! eliable one ~
DearDear buy Ham Ham ! So thick sei !
Type the things i want blog along the way home. Smart right !
Gotta reach yishun bus interchange.
Shall stop here. xD

publish it. good night people.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

11:31 PM

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Can anyone tell me if i'm flirt anot ?
Am i really that flirt ?
Or am i a flirt ?

Care/worry too much equals to jealousy .
Ignore/Hack care equals to Neglect .

I'm trusting him , yes I am .
I don't read his message - He should have his own privacy -
He's allow to have girl type of friends . - Friends only -
He's allow to chat with other girls on phone for long hours.

let's not say about that.

He don't read my message .
He guide my along the way.
He try to be there when i need him .
He is a better boyfriend compared to other ex.
He knows me well - in & out -
He's my bodyguard that chase away bad guys
He dote me like his favorite soft toy.
When he's sleeping, sometimes he will says : " ahxue, ni shi pig" - Shocked , yet sweet "
Even sleep also want bully me >.<
He's faithful to me .
He's good to me.
He love me .

I feel better now !
Trust
Love
Concern
Care
Dote

I know i'm dumb
I' know I'm jealousy.
I know I love you too much.
I know I'm pig
I Know i'm short .
I know I'm cute.
I know i will kick you in the middle of the night.
I know I will always the one start the fight.
I know I'm always contacting guys all the time.
I know I'm close with guys.
I know that you love me.
I know that you do jealous.
I know that you are cute.

Yet, You still love me tons and I love you tons.
Let me tie you up at the bed with eeyore beside you ,unbutton all ur clothes .
RAPE YOU !!!

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

11:46 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2010

I'm back hommeee !!!!! - H0me Sw33t HoMe ~
Yesterday went to W6 to wait for deardear to end class.
wait and wait and wait ~ at msn chat with him.
I never flirt . I'm waiting for you downstair. - Don't know where's his classs -
Went to his house , slack slack slack. Hug Hug Hug pillow.
Woke up around 11plus. wash up , bath and off to meet my boyfriend XD !
Brought laptop to deardear's house. Never do anything much !
Main Purpose is to accompany him. Yes accompany him .
Lie at deardear's thigh . - Why time didn't stop ? - Comfortable.
* sayang sayang sayang my head * sweet sweet sweet .
DearDear help me do the start up screen picture. <3 Nice nice
Same as his . Hahahahahahahahaha
Fall asleep . HaHas xD Wake up and sleep at deardear's thigh again.
Left at 10.30pm just after the show ends. Good byee kiss and left ~
Brother is back home. He's back ! Back home ! (:
waiting for singapore's great sales to arrived.
saving money period ! x.x
Should i buy a crumpler bag that cost 100bucks or a hand bag which is around 60bucks ?
Western lawn ? or a addias's hand bag ? Sling bag ? Hmm.. Dont need >.<
Let's see how bahh..
going to sleep. night readers.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

12:16 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2010

First day of actual lesson !
Woots ! Trying to adapt it .
Coping quite well , after guides from faci !
faci are not our mummy but someone to guide us than feed us with ton of notes.
Faci divide us into group , my group all chinese. wooooo !!!
Faci dont allow us to sign in msn !
I sign in awhile !! =x

I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm Missing my Him !!!!
Him Him Him Him Him Him Him Him Him Him !Yes him ! Zeus zeus zeus , my boy !
Looking at ring ring and missing him during lesson time and even when other group is presenting.
Yes, I got boyfriend liaooo . it's been 4 month 2weeks 5days with him (:

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

8:24 PM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

If I were a month, I'd be August
.If I were a day of the week, I'd be Saturday.
If I were a time of the day, I'd be 11.11pm.
If I were a planet, I'd be Earth.

If I were a sea animal, I'd be a jellyfish.
If I were a direction, I’d be North.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a sofa.
If I were a liquid, I’d be green tea.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be Sapphire.
If I were a tree, I’d be an Oak tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a handphone.
If I were a flower, I’d be a rose.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be windy.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a guitar.
If I were a color, I’d be white.
If I were an emotion, I’d be happy.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a Honeydew.
If I were a sound, I’d be the sound of bells.
If I were an element, I’d be water.
If I were a food, I’d be potato.
If I were a material, I’d be silk.
If I were a taste, I’d be sweet.
If I were a scent, I’d be vanilla.
If I were an object, I’d be a digital camera.
If I were a body part, I’d be lips.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be smile.
If I were a song, you belong to me.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

9:36 PM

Monday, April 12, 2010

went to orientation ! Quite fun !
Alot of games is about team work !
The puzzle game abit sian ! But we do it quite fast.
Still got couple of games. Lazy to type.
Hot weather today ! Almost fainted !
Keep vomiting since this morning ):
I guess i ate something wrong ?
Whole day feel like throwing out some stuff.
Yet , breakfast and lunch already throw out.
There is nothing to vomit out. - I'm feel so so weak -
Luckily choon haw going ! If not lonely si le. - my group quite anti-social -
I keep talk talk to them arh. they ignore me ):
Then i talk to choon haw and the leader lol . - Never flirt -
Around 12.30pm receive deardear's message - So happy about it -
He is in school !!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD !
Went to find him . Ahhhhhhh !!! Bully himm !! Snatch his phone phone !
So happy to see him in school after orientation ! - LOVED -
Didn't join Deardear and his friends for dinner ~
First reason : My Mum got cook my share .
Second Reason : I'm tired ! Keep vomiting like FOC !
Guess DearDear knows i'm tired and call me go home ! XD
Thank you so much ! He knows me well .
A Heart to Heart session with my deardear <3
even thought is just smsing ! Yet , it's appreciated
one month of holidays ! Keep Meeting deardear alot.
Realize how deep i love him . can't survive without him . - somehow-
Whenever i receive his message , is like OMG ! DearDear Message me :D
When i say something wrong ,he don't want to talk to me .
My heart just scattered ! Pain Pain !

DearDear put this as his desktop Background just now.

I saw it ! OMG ! I didn't took our couple picture at maple that time when we got married .

Kinda of Touched =x Some people will thinks it's just a picture.

It's simple like ABC to touched me just like this ?

But that is the little little thing he has done that i don't expected !

Deardear promise me : " ......................."

I appreciated that ! Really XD

I'm not trying to complain bad things to him .

Just a little little thoughts in my brain . Cause I feel that it's better that he knows about it.

I know that i'm a crybaby yet you never fails to cheer me up after that.
I know that my jealousy ( Cause i Love you ) is quite bad , yet forgive my jealousy !
I know sometimes you have to give up your time on games & others to accompany me .
I know you have put in a lot and tolerate my attitude and others. - Yet you kept it in heart -
I know that i didn't control you at all cause i'm afraid that you don't have freedom.
I didn't sms you first/ call you first cause i'm afraid you will find me annoyed =x
Because I'm who i am ! somebody that thinks for others a lot . scare this scare that.
had to thank my listening ear ! Thanks for all the advise .
She says i'm so diaoo >.< HaHahaha. i get what she mean.
I'm starting to show more concern & care towards my boyfriend.
Sms him no matter he is busy or sleeping anot (: Just sms him !
Finding a rope to tie him up with no scissors at his pocket ! =D
Quite a long post ~ Opppsss !

DearDear,I Love you !
Thanks for everything . Muack

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

8:30 PM

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Didn't sleep last night.
Slept at 6am this morning and awake up around 12.30pm . -Yawn -
Went to visit grandmother just now , spend half day there.
Hope she recover fast bahhh .
Dont feel well ):
Slightly fever . - giddy - Floating Floating !
Drink plenty of water ( Green Tea )
Didnt sleep well , Hope i could sleep well tonight .

Good luck everyone !! School reopen ! (:
Enjoy it and know more people .

resting at bed bed now (:
Thinking Thinking ! - Looking at the black round round -
Quite worried about that - Hope it won't happen -
I believe our **** is strong enough to stop it from happening .
You better lock your ***** well before being snatch off.
Or should I lock it with tons of lock with no key to unlock it . XD

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

8:46 PM

Friday, April 9, 2010

Found out what's happening to "xxxxxx"
Kinda admire what she has done .
If were me. i guess i wouldn't have done it.
Gone through so much , i could see that she has become a real of herself.
We will support you ! Jiay0us ! Our long friendship won't crush like this.

Phobias of my old illness have came back. - How ? -
I can't forget what had happen that day . - Keep flashing back - ):
After hearing more detail from * somebody * more scary sei >.<
I can't believe That person had change to much >.<
zxI can't see good side of it. yet much of bad side of it .
Something you cant do it at a person ,

went to meet meixin yesterday .
Accompany her (: chat chat with her
went out with meixin today again, accompany her down to simei ite to collect her uniform. - third time going there.
Saw cat over there ! even cats also go study !
collage central is doggie come school run here and there.
Collage east is cat cat <3 Cute !!!!!

Somehow missing jeanie and eudy !
Ahhahahahahahahahahahaha.
Missing complaining all my stuff with them .
awwwwww... >.<
Bad shi xiang. sms me early in the morning .
as early as 6.58am . sad sad sad sad.
i overslept this morning.
Had to wake up at 8.oo end up wake up at 9am >.< - Opps -
Luckily Aunty meixin also late too (:
Aunty Meixin is about to start school. Gratz Gratz !
Someone beside me yawning yawning away like a hipopo.
i am a dummy piggy <3 weeeeee ! - Creative -

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

I cl0se My EyEs AnD SaY G00dByE .

9:51 PM

it don't matter if the road gets rough,I know you will be there. bold underlined ~~strikethrough~~ italic